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From the editors note:

"Don’t get comfortable. Don’t get consoled by the tides of the world. Don’t get content. Blow contentedness a wild kiss and go swim in the black ocean. Fight the urge to settle. Fight the urge to not fight. It is this discombobulation – this distemper – that will let you ride the storm of this life. "

This truly is an issue about what art means. Throughout the whole issue, various artists of Apostrophe NYC explore what it means to be an artist, who inspires them, and the future of the arts. Where are we all going? What does our esoteric life lead to? 

Amongst the inspirational words, we have tales of rituals going awry, prosody from the night, poetry from independent films, and prison stories. Ritual Magick supplies an ambient, cosmic soundtrack. This issue truly is a BURST of enthusiasm, esoteric wonderment and excitement.

"I've never said I was an artist. I am a soul and art is the best part of life." - James Rubio

All money raised from Esoterica goes into an art fund curated and cared for by me, the editor, Nathan T. Dean. This fund fuels art projects both local to the editor and global, so burst with love for us all.

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